emo mood??

表示我很久没来更新了
想更新
很多话想说
可是却不懂还可以说什么
只知道最近很累....:(
繁忙的课业??不懂:'(表示中六其实我很没兴趣
一些科目我根本不懂老师在说什么
表示这样很累
akaun???学校老师没什么教
连补习老师在说啥我不懂:'( 
i cant get what she teach about 

haizzz form 6 same like presentation course 
almost everyday need to present 
haizzz 
thats so tired and full of stress :'( 
but no choice :'( 


i need to prepare the power point and presentation for pengajian perniagaan 2 
our teacher need it on sunday cause he say he wan to check our group 1st 
i also dun knw why==
haizzz after that tuesday need present already 
we are the 1st group 
and im also a group leader ==
so i need to say out a lot of things==
so much stress arghhhhh im gonna mad already 


thn ~~monday i need to take the tittle of pengajian am 
for presentation again == im the group leader again~!!!!
why want choose me T^T im feel so stress you all know 
im not good enough~!!!
im feel so stress because i think that im didnt have the qualification to be a group leader ~!!!
there are so much people good than me best than me ~!!!
:'( what should i do :'( :'( can i smile again ???
iszit the smiling is out from my heart??? 
the answer is no .....:'( 


blogging are the place for me to destress 
so i love here 

for someone....
sorry because since last year september i didnt reply your message 
didnt answer your call....
i dont know what response that i can give you :'( 
sorry about that....
i also hope that i can tell you all my secrets ,
but now you become one of them instead.....
i hope that without me in your life 
you will happy always....
hope that you will know...im not angry you....
im just dont know how to face you...
because love each other before...so i think you should know 
what im thinking about...sorry....without me i hope that you will more happy...
im on other side will always pray for you...
pray that everything will be ok....
pray that the next girl after me will treat you very nice...
pray that you can find your love again....
i just can say that.....im not good enough....
you are the 1st guy that treat me very nice....
i end up this relationship because i know that we didnt have future...
instead of spent your time...so i just end up this relationship...
thats so much hurt when i decided to make this decision...
but now i think im okay....:'( 


hope you happy always...dont wait me ....
just love another girl can :'( we break up because i hope that you can happy...
hope that without me you will be happy always...
sorry :'( please forgive me :'(