take spm result T.T

yup...2day take result..take d fucking result..
my result is so bad..too bad...bad thn my trial exam result..
y dis happen in my life!!!i feel tat my life no meaning ady!!!
sad whole day..cry whole day...


all my frenz..kip asking how my result..
n my relative oso oways ask !!!
thy ask 1 time i cry 1 times...
cz i feel so humble n embarrased...wif my result like tat...
my ♥mum♥ didnt scold me....
bt she comfort me back...
she said actually d result not 2 bad...
sorry ♥mum♥...
really sorry....i felt vry embarrased...


even my aunty n uncle tat live in singapore...
thy oso ph me n comfort me...say actually d result not 2 bad...
promise all d result didnt failed thn great enough...
haizzz...i knw thy jz wan 2 comfort my mind..
♥uncle ♥call me dun cry ady...ady 18 years old LOL

my♥ aunty♥ call me study form 6 
maybe dis is d better way 4 me...cz of d shit result...
although im dun like 2 studies form 6 
bt i ady no choice...cz father passed away since im 11 years old..
jz mum working...i dun wan 2 spent my mum money
4 gving me studies in college...so i jz try it~~♥!!!

2day i wan thanxs many ppl oso
thanxs ♥you yin♥,yin chen,♥ zi wei♥ tat comfort me..
although both of thm gt a good result
bt thy didnt looked down me...thy gv me information
thanxs....n dnew~she oso comfort me a lot n calm my mind><
n thn i oso wan 2 thanxs bro firdaus~

♥terima kasih♥ bro firdaus yg comfort i whole day...
tell me dun gv up...tell me tat if i try 2 apply there are hope~~~♥!!!thanxs a lot ~~~!!!!
now im feel ok abit already...
at least i wont think i wan 2 end up my life...
i decided 2 apply form 6 continues my studies and fight again~~~!!!!
♥thanxs bro firdaus♥although i know u oso sad...bt u oso comfort me...really thanxs a lot...so happy n great i hv a bro like u ~~♥!!!

all my frenz~~!!lets us fight 4 ur future~~~♥!!!!
gambateh~~aza aza fighting~~~♥!!!

haizzzz...i now can like dis...
2molo i will sad bck...haizzz....
my life....??????
many of question mark.....